Change is a Comin'

Wahhhh.

I've had a horrible headache all day. I think it is because I am stressed.

I was going through my closet last night and Viva la Vida by Coldplay came on. I had tears in my eyes for a few moments. Once I leave for college, I can never experience home like I have known--I will be a stranger in my own house. I will never live there again (hopefully...I want a job after college), and I don't know if I will even live in the same state as my family.

So many changes, so many opportunities, so little time left in a familiar world.

It just hit me...

that I am not coming back home until mid-December.

Feeling Mediocre

As copied from my dailybooth picture:

heart slowing

shortness of breath

black on the edges

dead

I almost fainted today as I was sifting through my closet looking for Rush clothes. I don't know if I should attribute it to poor health, anemia, or a panic attack.

Today, I saw one of my good friends and we talked a lot about what girls normally talk about. No explanation necessary. I had a great day, yet I sit at home right now tired and in a lousy mood. The lousy mood is most likely induced from my laborious summer reading book. I feel guilty in saying that it is laborious (and thus implying I do not like it) because it concerns the Holocaust, but it is the style in which the book is written--it is exhausting! The narrator's many descriptions and small opinionated tirades make seamless reading difficult. I found myself reading 10 pages, stopping by Facebook, Youtube, Dailybooth, the like, and then continuing on my quest to reach page 75. The book has 234 pages, I think, so I have a long way to go...by next Sunday. I also have to read 30 pages for my Freshman seminar.

Tomorrow's agenda:

-Call my grandmother

-Read 75 more pages

-Run on the treadmill to test my new tennis shoes

-Plan sorority outfits

-Decide if I should add another class...which would put me at 18 hours for the semester.

buenas noches,

~meredith

I have a blog?

I forgot that I had a blog.

I went to Germany, and it was INCREDIBLE. I love it so much, and I met some amazing people. I was only there for a week, and it went too fast. The countryside was so gorgeous--rolling hills with vibrant green grass and stealthy trees. Also, everywhere you go in Germany, there is history--there is a purpose behind everything. Here, people arbitrarily build things for profit/business/personal gain/whatever...not much history. I want to go to either Munich or Berlin to study, and I will hopefully learn German. However, German is supposedly difficult for English-speaking people because it is not Latin-based. Oh well. Who knows.

Cheesy saying: Who knows what the future will hold.

~meredith